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Newsletter Eighteen,   March 3, 2005

Dear Family of Friends: I've included the following information I received from God, Jesus, the Holy Spirit and the Diamond/Heart Angels from Beyond on September, 1999. Two years ago they told me that "I'd done nothing wrong. That the information they were giving me would have more value with GodTiming, and not to lose faith." This is what I received Sept.
'99 and because so many are losing family members into the "Beyond" I thought it might help others. Many blessings dear Family of Friends. I'm honored to share what I received 5 years ago. (If you'd like to not be on my newsletter list, please let me know and I'll take your name off of it.) Much Love, Janine (Jan) Prefontaine and the StarryDiamond/Heart Rainbow Angels from Beyond~~~~~
Akashic Records, Sept. ’99

Over the past twenty years, I’d read in various books that the Akashic records had recorded within them every experience that anyone had ever had from the beginning of their existence until now. I’d been curious whether this was true or not, and if it was true, I’d imagined the records were kept in vaults in a library. Many times I’d asked other people about it. Everyone seemed to agree there was such a place, but I still wondered if it existed. On this particular Saturday morning, I asked to see the library that held the Akashic records. I prayed, “Dear God, the Holy Spirit, Jesus, Axl Angels, and Archangel Michael and Uriel and any other Angels from the Angelic Realm, please be with me as I continue to learn if there really is a library that keeps the records of past life experiences, and how are the recordings done each time?” I heard:

“Yes, your spiritual eye in the middle of your forehead records in color everything that ever happened to you during any life experience. Every thought, word and deed is recorded. The personal records of each and every soul/spirit who ever existed are stored in the Akashic records of God’s holy library. From this storehouse, the record is brought forth. It is what you review after you leave your physical body. You get to see and re-experience what you thought, what you said, and how you acted during your entire life experience.”

“You get to feel, hear and know how the other person felt because of your thoughts, your words, or your actions, as they are you in WEness. As you have a life review, you know without a doubt if your life was based on FEAR or LOVE for every person, place or thing in God’s holy cosmos.”

As Jesus said:

“Know ye, each deed you do to another, you do to yourself, each thought you think of another, you think the same of yourself, each word you say of another, you say the same of yourself. Be thee therefore as my Father who is Love. See Goodness and Godliness in all as One.”

As I described in Book One, on the second day of my CSC (Certified Spiritual Counselor) class that I attended with Doreen Virtue, PhD in Costa Mesa, CA, August 22, 1999, I went up to her at the lunch break. I told her about one of the visions I’d just seen that involved her. After my remarks, she said, “We have worked together many times before.” I was startled by her response, and grateful that she was kind enough to validate me. Upon later consideration, I questioned what she’d meant when she’d said that we’d worked together before. I prayed, “Dear God, the Holy Spirit, Jesus, Mother Mary, Axl Angels and all other Angels from God’s Heaven world, please come to assist and teach us more about the Akashic records. May I go to the place where the Akashic records are stored?” I waited a moment, and before my eyes the scene changed to:

“I entered an etheric library building. The attendant person at the front counter was similar to what you would find at any library setting. His body was an etheric body of spirit, and not a physical one. His spirit body was translucent white with red hues outlining his form.” He said:

"What would you like to see and know about?” I said:

“I would like to know about the other times I spent with Doreen Virtue, and what kind of previous work we have done together?” I heard, “Follow me, please.”

“He led me into a room that had a large screen at one end of it. There were chairs in front of it for people to sit on. He went to a filing cabinet on the left side of the room, and pulled out a tape. With the tape in his hand, he turned around and offered it to me.” I said:

“Thanks anyway, but I’ve changed my mind.” I decided I didn’t need to look at the tape after all because I chose to TRUST GOD. I knew that eventually when the time was right, I would understand exactly what Doreen had meant.

Writing about this vision two years later, I wish now that I’d looked at the tape when it was being offered to me. So far, I’ve not returned to the Akashic Record Library again. Funny how your mind changes from one moment to another, huh? As a Lightworker, I do know that we are being asked, more now than ever, to BELIEVE, TRUST, and KNOW that GOD’S LOVE FOR US AND OUR WELFARE IS STILL HIS MAIN CONCERN, and that WE HAVE NOT BEEN ABANDONED BY HIM during this troubling time on Mother Earth. (As I’m editing Book Two, President Bush is declaring war, moving us into fear more than LOVE once again. We, Lightworkers, must REMAIN STEADFAST in our GODLOVE THOUGHTS now more than ever to balance lower light fear with GODLOVE STRENGTH and GODLIGHT CONFIDENCE!)

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Undulating Healing Energy, Nov. ’99

Prayer: “Dear God, the Holy Spirit, Jesus, (or whomever you prefer to name) Angels from Beyond and all Beloved Angels, please cleanse my Spiritual GodEyes so I may see more clearly, and please enter my ears with your GodLight cleansing bubbles NOW so I may hear more clearly when you answer my questions. Thank you dear God, lovingly, (say your name).”

“Let us learn the revelation of all Nature and Thought; that the Highest dwells within us, that the sources of Nature are in our own minds as there is no screen or ceiling between our heads and the Infinite Heavens, so there is no bar or wall in the soul where we, the effect, cease, and God, the cause, begins. Within us is the Soul of the whole; the wise silence, the Universal beauty to which every part and particle is equally related; the eternal One. When it breaks through our intellect, it is Genius; when it breathes through our will, it is Virtue; when it flows through our affections, it is Love.”~Ralph Waldo Emerson

Angelic Rainbow Bubble People, Dec. ’99

One morning I awoke around 4:00 am again, and I saw Axl Angels’ eyes. I hadn't seen them for a week. As his Diamond eyes grew larger, he came closer to me. Axl Angel’s Diamond eyes then moved aside revealing the “Bubble People” who I’d first seen in ’83. I was surprised, but happy to see them again.

When I first saw them, I was meditating with Rev. Peter, thinking of my love for God and wanting a more spiritual connection with Him. Out of the left corner of my eye, I saw a group of Beings who looked like a bunch of bubbles or small marshmallows standing together in unison off in the distance. When I first saw this group, I was sure that something was in my left eye, and I totally dismissed what I'd seen as my imagination.

While in earnest meditating later that same week, they appeared again. At the time I didn't know to trust the first thing that came into my mind as God's voice speaking to me. What I heard was, “We are a Group of Beings who are profoundly interested in your spiritual awakening.” I began to see them regularly whenever I was in deep meditation, and although I didn't know who or what they were for sure, I felt comforted by their presence. However, there were long periods of time when I didn't meditate, and I didn't see them at all. Dealing with children and an unhappy marriage for several years, I'd found it hard to meditate on a regular basis. My thoughts were always filled with self-doubt, and I'd almost completely forgotten about the Bubble People. Little did I know when Axl Angels’ Diamond-eyed face showed up on August 22 of ’99 that behind his face were the same Bubble People who I’d first met in the summer of ’83.

When Axl Angel came forward and then stepped aside revealing the Bubble People, I realized they’d been with me for sixteen years. In reality, they’d probably been with me from the beginning of my life here on Mother Earth, even though I hadn't seen them before. I began to realize that the Group of Beings who showed up when I was feeling alone and lonely were the same Bubble People. I understood then that they had used Axl, Your Friendly Neighborhood Angels’ Diamond-eyed face as a “Symbol” to comfort me. I heard:

“Yes, we have always been with you. We have been teaching you to stay centered within the Angelic Diamond/Heart that we form to comfort you, renewing your strength. You are part of the same group that we are part of. We are Angelic GodLove and GodLight helpers for eternity. We go anywhere we are needed to help others awaken to their divinity. Earth was created as GODLOVE, and she will only exist as such when she shifts higher in the Heavens.”

“We have come to help her proceed forward with her rebirth. You are part of us, as we are part of God's helpers for eternity. We assist any Earth-type place that evolves to a point of upward evolution towards a higher, finer, more beautiful pattern of GodLight, as in the beginning Mother Earth was created to be. We, you, many of God's helpers have come to assist Mother Earth and her people in any way possible to help everyone wake up to their divinity and their own Truth.”

“We gave you the Symbol of Axl Angels’ Diamond-eyed face to reassure you that you were not alone. Each time you saw Axl, we were glad you felt safe. We waited to show ourselves to you until we were sure you would understand who we are, and what part each of us plays in God's holy plan. We waited to show ourselves until we were sure you would feel the same LOVE for us that we feel for each of you.” I said:

“I do FEEL your LOVE, and I’m grateful for relaying God’s messages from each of you. I’m honored to be one of the many, many of God’s messengers.” I continued to hear:

“Please teach others that we are in Oneness being WEness, both separately and together, assisting Earth's destiny and the destiny of her people. God has sent us here to help Earth evolve more gently into her rebirth with fewer traumas as she shifts higher in the Heavens, helping her do a ‘waltz instead of a tango’ when she cleanses herself from the darkened blanket of negativity which blocks her eternal Light, God’s Light, our Light.” I said, “Thank you dear Angels for your help and GodLove over the years. I’m gratefully overwhelmed.”

In Your First Contact,4 Sheldan Nidle explained that we are part of a group mind, and when we are fully conscious, our reality will be:

“A fully-conscious reality is truly multi-dimensional in form. Fully-conscious individuals exist on two levels simultaneously; the personal and the group. In effect, such Beings are a true hologram of the whole as well as a full representation of themselves. Their degree of presence is truly astounding. Moreover, they are filled with grace, compassion and a natural understanding of others. They call upon the wisdom of their ancestors and their own past lives, are in contact with the Spiritual Hierarchy, and are true physical Angels. Their reality is one that most Earth humans may have difficulty actually grasping.”

Bubble People E-mail, Dec. 9

I’m honored to share the same e-mail that I sent to Peggy Keating, my pal who lives in Portland, Oregon. Since ’99 when we met, she has remained a “sounding board” for me. She let’s me share with her what I see and hear from God’s Angels. I’m profoundly happy to share the e-mail I sent to her:

“Dear Goddess of the West, Peggy: I’d like to tell you about what happened today while I was meditating, as I connected with Axl Angel once again for an hour and a half. I began to ask questions and receive answers. God’s Angels showed me that just in back of Axl’s Diamond-eyed face, these Beings of GodLight existed too. They said that when I called Axl Angels, I was calling them also. They showed me a group of Angelic Beings, who are part of a group-mind of existence that I belong to, and that many of us belong to. They said that we have never been alone. Even when I thought I was alone, I just didn’t remember how to access them. Now that I do, and I’m not afraid, they will help me and all of us in anyway that they can.”

“I remember when I first started to meditate in ’83, I saw this group of what I called ‘bubbles’ because they seemed far away and to the left of my face. They had the appearance of ‘bubbles’ in the distance, hundreds of them. They usually stood off to the left side, while seeing them with my eyes closed. I saw them outlined in golden light on a black screen. In the beginning, they didn’t move. I thought how odd, but then I looked forward to seeing them again. I saw them on occasion while meditating with my neighborhood Siddha Yoga class too, during the year I attended. If I stopped meditating or stopped having spiritual practices, I never saw them at all. I didn’t know what it meant. But when I would see them in golden/white light, they seemed to be always comforting. They gave me the idea they were very interested in my spirituality.”

“Now that I’m not afraid and have spirituality as the uppermost part of my life, they have given me the information that they are part of a ‘group mind’ that I I’m part of too. They said that they are Diamond/Heart people who for eternity have volunteered to bring LOVE AND ASSISTANCE to all those needing their help. They’ve been waiting for each of us to ‘awaken with no fear’ to be able to help us from their side, the true Godself side of life, which we will all experience once again when we shed our ‘costume body way of life’ as human beings.”

“It is always JOY to send you what I receive my dearest friend. Much GodLove and GodLight, Jan and Sparky Angel.”

My Dad’s Passing, Dec. ’99

At 5:00 am the morning after my Dad died, I had an Angelic vision. I heard answers to my questions about Dad and my relationship with him. My Dad and I had been estranged from each other for most of my life, as I hadn't lived with him since I was a baby. Once in a while over the years when I visited him, we would reconnect. Then months or years would go by again, and neither of us would contact the other.

After his death, I needed to have closure with my Dad. I hadn't gotten to say goodbye, and I'd always wondered why we never spent more time together while he was alive. I wanted to understand how and why that happens to people in families. Did he really love me, and if so, why didn't we know each other better? I began asking God’s Angels for answers to my questions. I asked, “Dear God, the Holy Spirit, Jesus, Mother Mary, Axl Angels, Archangels Michael, Uriel, Gabriel and Raphael and all other Angels from God's Angelic Realm, please be with me as God's Holy Spirit teaches me the answers to my questions.” I said:

“Why did Dad isolate himself from his children?” I heard:

“He never meant for it to be this way. His life unexpectedly evolved in this way. He was afraid, and fear changed the course of his life. Fear changed his Heart; fear taught him lack—that the love he felt for the few he ‘let in’ would sustain him—'Don't expect more,' says Lack. He accepted what he expected and created that experience for himself.”

“He wished he had not isolated himself from his Heart that would have included more of his family. When you insulate yourself from fear of painful experiences, you wall up love emotions too. He never meant to create such walls of insulation or lack. He was forgetful of his personal Truth.”

“He never meant to create less than love and forgiveness. He forgot who he was, his true Godself. Because of this, he could not see others for who they truly were. What is inside you is what you project to others. The lack he felt for himself projected the lack he felt into others. Then he saw lack in them, not knowing he put that ‘lack in them with his own thoughts of lack about himself.’ What you see outside of yourself is what is going on inside of you, your own thoughts towards yourself.”

I felt overwhelmed with emotion at this moment. I began to say a prayer similar to the one Doreen Virtue, PhD taught us during her August ’99 CSC class. Doreen is the author of many wonderful books, one of which is Divine Guidance, How to Have a Dialogue with God and Your Guardian Angels,5 which facilitated my “spiritual awakening” in ’99. I said:

“In the Light of Christ flowing down like rain drops over you and I, I forgive you for not seeing my true Godself. Please forgive me for my not seeing your true Godself at all times, past, present and future. The true love I feel for you and your true love for me, including family members who were kept out of your love, is forever.”

“I release any unforgiveness I have toward you to God, the Holy Spirit and Angels for cleansing, purification and changing into GOD’S LOVE. I am grateful you gave me human life. I lift up all of my life’s experiences into that GodLove, and ask God, the Holy Spirit, Christ and the Angels to bathe you in that GodLove and forgiveness for all time and eternity. I know we are one in all things of God. I am glad you know again this Truth. I love you always in our Oneness. Blessed Dad, Be.”

I felt a lot better after I said this prayer to Dad. I wondered if he had been able to hear it. A month or so later, I knew Dad was around me. For a few days in a row, the walls were clicking while I transferred these hand-written pages onto my computer file. Once Dad was sure that I’d forgiven him, and I had, the noises stopped. I knew Dad had left to do his work on the other side. I also knew that ONLY LOVE WAS REAL. Since I still loved him, I knew we would be together again in another capacity some time in the future. I said, “Dear God and the Angels, what more can you tell me about my Dad?” I heard:

“He shall know the Truth of his life in all aspects. He is greatly LOVED for his efforts to be a man of his word. He did what he needed to do to create life anew. He forgot the JOY of being in Oneness. He is remembering his Oneness now.” I said:

“May I see him?” I was still missing the fact that I hadn't gotten to say goodbye. I heard:

“It is not necessary to see him. Feel him in his Oneness now.” I felt my left hand being touched, as if it were being held for a moment to reassure me that Dad loved me. I continued to hear, “Later, circumstances changed for everyone, including your Dad, and that knowingness went away. He greatly regretted that change for he was closed off from experiencing his children's direct love. He closed that part of his Heart down. He closed that part of himself off. He never meant to hurt any of his children. He fell into a hole, and couldn’t see how to get out of it so he just stayed there feeling empty, knowing only empty thoughts. He felt less pain—less fear—with the walls around him. As time went on, he walled off parts of his Heart, like the walls of a cave where he sat in darkness.”

“He partitioned off his love. He forgot his Oneness with All That Is as God and each of us. He chose to stay in his cave, walled off from most of his family. He thought he would be protected from pain, but the walls protected him from knowing JOY also. His wife became his center. He became less and less committed to anything or anyone outside of the few people he let into his cave. They gave him total sustenance—those he let share his cave.”

I felt a hand touch my left cheek. Tears flowed from me, cleansing me of the lack of love I’ve felt from him for most of my life. My face was very warm, as if someone from Beyond was cupping my face with his hands. I asked once again, “May I see my Dad? I called out his name, Robert Prefontaine, three times.” I then began to see:

“In golden/white light, as if in a miniature cinema picture, I saw Dad asleep sitting in a vertical box. I was looking down over the top of him. As I watched, an Archangel with very large wings opened the top of the box, helping him out of it. Dad was asleep. I was looking at his Godself spirit body as it ascended out of the box. Then a second Archangel came from behind him, and cushioned him in his wings by bending forward, looking backwards as all three of them began moving upwards. I saw the circling, swirling movement of a vortex above them. Then I saw a face, the same face of my cousin, Steve Prefontaine, who had come to me maybe ten times over the past few months, looking at me.” He said:

“It is not time to ask your Dad questions. He is being lifted back home. We will LOVE him into Wholeness again. You must release him now so he can go on to become Whole again. His fear of lack; his fear of love; his fear of punishment has created the box of forgetfulness where he was choosing to stay in what he thought was safety. We are taking him home to be healed with Love, Love, and more Love. Ask him later when he has returned to Wholeness—Holiness—in Oneness with God and each of us. Ask him the questions then.” I said:

“Thank you for explaining this to me. Thank you for showing me the vertical box where he sat asleep, and the Archangels in front and back of him as they used their Angel wings for cushions. Thank you for showing me the vortex, and his being lifted upward towards Heaven.”

“Thank you God for my seeing the familiar face of my love and favorite cousin with a mustache (my cousin in this lifetime named Steve Prefontaine ‘Pre’) who spoke to me about the timing of my questions for Dad. Thank you Holy Spirit and God's Angels for my sight.”

I then heard and saw the Bubble Angels, who are a Group of Angels in golden/white Light who I explained about earlier. They said:

“Thank you for having ‘no fear’ to see us. Thank you for asking to see us. Thank you for seeing us for the greater good of all with our LOVE, God’s LOVE for each and every one of you. Thank you for your awakened WEness, and thank you for knowing our Truth—our Oneness, our LOVE.” I saw Axl Angels’ Diamond-eyes being held up by the Bubble Angels. I heard:

“WE are not Bubble people. WE are Rainbow people linked together with the one interest of God's Healing Truth to bring a greater understanding of God’s true LOVE for each of us—separately and together in our Oneness. WE are Emissaries of Light. WE ARE LIGHTHOUSE BEAMS WARMING HUMAN BEINGS WITH GOD’S LIGHT.”

“As WE enhance and bring more GodLight towards Earth and her people, we wish to comfort you, and bless all of you with our loving thoughts. We wish to strengthen you in your Knowingness of God’s pure LOVE for each and every one of you, no matter who you are in your life. GOD’S LOVE IS CONSTANT. It never recedes. It is like the ocean, renewing and strengthening those it touches. It flows through, out of, in and around. It is constant. It does not diminish by your actions, fear filled or otherwise. It is always. It is everywhere in the universes. It is you. It is I. IT IS WENESS BEING WE.”

“We lift each other by our lovingness, that part of us which is God, that part of us that is our true Godself, our Essence of Godliness. Love, God's LOVE, WEness LOVE creates the puzzle picture; which creates the stained glass picture window in a church; which creates the even bigger, more beautiful picture of the universes; which is made out of puzzle pieces of stained glass window shards of you and me; which is God in every living person, place and thing.”

“WEness Being: Honor yourself and you honor God.

Honor others and you honor God.

Honor the rocks, the grasses and the trees.

Honor the birds, the animals of all kinds.

Honor the sea, the winds, and the rain.

Honor all living things, the Earth, the Moon,

the Sun, the Stars.

Honor all life as you are me, and I am you.

Honor me in you as I honor you in me.

Honor the true Godself of each person, even

if the action created by the person is from fear

and lack. Honor the person, not the action.”

“When we Honor each other, we Lift each other. Our Intuition and Intention improves and evolves into GodThinking Action, which reflects the greater good for all thinking.”

“God only wants us to be filled with LOVE and JOY. The Heaven world blesses our creative thoughts by honoring each one, bringing you that creation in form. They bring you your desires based on LOVE Thoughts, creations made up of loving choices each of us makes. God and the Heaven world wish to fulfill our wishes in loving action. God’s LOVE is so high, you can't get over it; so low you can’t get under it; and so wide you can’t get around it.”

“You are it; a piece of a picture puzzle, without which the puzzle would not be whole. It would be incomplete, not finished. Every person, place and thing has value. Remember who you are in your Oneness, your WEness with God. Honor me as I am in you, and you are in me, as I honor you.”

“I am the Light and the way. No manful action can put me asunder for ‘I Am’ All That Is. I am the big picture. You and I are what make up that big picture. We are all important to each other. Without each other, no picture is whole or complete. Honor each other in our contributions to the Wholeness. See, feel and be the Light of God in each of us. Be.” I asked:

“Does what I have written reflect what I have been given as Truth from God, the Holy Spirit, Christ and the Angelic kingdom?” I saw and heard:

“Through our group thought of God's LOVE to you, you are expressing our thoughts, the thoughts we are sending you. Many hands are helping you express these thoughts, even as we help each of you who ASK for our help. You have only to ASK, and you shall be given what you ask. Love begets love; laughter begets laughter; joy begets joy. What you think is. It is so simple. God’s LOVE is simple. It is all that is real. It is the ‘I Am’, the Christ, the Krishna, the Buddha, the Mohammed, which is LOVE, JOY and LAUGHTER. They are your birthright. Come with Truth to Christedness.”

God’s words are magic as they empower you and me. They lift us. As we feel better ourselves, we feel better about the world. Our thoughts lift the world, each of us. A smile, a laugh, a song sung, or poem written, a prayer of encouragement being given, we are renewed again, sure of our Intent as loving Beings. We awaken to the Light of God by a Knowingness that GodLove is all that is real, and all is well everywhere.

When we pursue worldly things, ego/mind things, some of what we can't avoid like paying rent, we forget to renew ourselves in GOD’S LOVE. We like to laugh, have joy, and sing, but we find little time, which speeds up even less time. We forget who we are, our connectedness to God, our Oneness. We don't want to forget. It just becomes a habit in order to survive. God knows all of this. He knows of our struggles with time issues, our overlooked time for each other, and time for our children. He knows. He does not judge us for our forgetfulness. He does not punish us for our forgetfulness, or lack of honoring others and ourselves. He only LOVES, LOVES and LOVES more. He only wishes our thoughts would turn more to Actions of Renewal, ones that lift ourselves, and lift others by our lifting ourselves, returning back to the Knowingness that we affect each other. Our thoughts affect each other wholly. We have created this lack of time for renewal by just having thoughts of survival, working, eating, sleeping, and justifying weekends away from our families.

In Awakening, A Daily Guide to Conscious Living,6 Shakti Gawain said:

“Take fun seriously! If you are completely hedonistic, searching only for pleasure and enjoyment, your life will feel meaningless. On the other hand, if you take life too seriously and deprive yourself of fun and enjoyment, it will feel just as empty. The key is to balance seriousness and fun. When you are seriously dedicated to a path of consciousness, it can be hard to remember to have fun. So take fun seriously! Make it important! Think of it as one of those essentials you must include in your life regularly. Think about what things are fun for you? What do you enjoy? What makes you laugh? What makes you feel good? Do at least one fun thing every day. Say to yourselves: ‘Today and every day, I do at least one thing just for fun.’ ”

We have created this Earth, this world we live in. We can change our lives for the better by each of us everyday consciously setting aside time, even if only a few minutes a day, to renew ourselves by laughing more. By lifting others with “Love Actions,” we in turn lift ourselves. As we consciously do this every day, making this commitment to ourselves, WE ARE ALL LIFTED. As each of us is lifted, we have more JOYFUL THOUGHTS and feel better. Our thoughts are more positive, while changing our lives on Earth. Then with group consciousness with all of us lifting each other, we could begin to create a different world, a different life for ourselves on Mother Earth.

Together we can create a more positive life experience when we create HARMONY towards each other. We can create HONORING each other. Our life existence improves as our feelings and thoughts improve. We become happier. Everyone becomes happier when we create together. As each of us understands our WEness, we create a more beautiful picture puzzle, which beautifies more brightly the shard of glass that makes up a more beautiful picture in a church window, which then makes up an even more beautiful Big Picture of what God is. God is delighted by our choices even more, as we merge deeper into “God Consciousness for the greater good of all.”

God’s Angels have asked that we renew ourselves each day by setting aside a few minutes to choose to renew ourselves with LOVE, JOY, and LAUGHTER, which brings a Knowingness that we are part of God's Big Picture and all is well. “You are me, and I am you, and we will always be together in our happiness being truly we.” Take a moment during those minutes of renewal, in whatever form they take, to consciously remember our WENESS. I thought:

“Ah ha! I get it. This wonderful, uplifting feeling I'm having of JOY and HAPPINESS is who I really am, who I prefer to be.” I heard, “It is your true Godself, your GodEssence created by, for and through God. Rejoice in your Oneness with God. It’s a way to experience God in Truth as LOVE and HOPEFULLNESS.” I asked:

“Am I doing okay? Am I hearing you, as you want me to? Am I writing what you would like me to write?” I was feeling insecure as usual. “As I looked down the hall in front of me, I saw even larger Beings of Light standing and looking back at me.” I heard them say:

“You are doing just fine. Thank you for helping us, and thank you for having no fear. Thank you for trusting in yourself and in us that these words are from the Light of God, the True Essence of God. We've spoken in simple terms to you from the beginning of your experiences since August 22 because we know your agenda has always been ‘the bottom line.’ You have always wanted to know the bottom line on how to make things better for everyone in Truth. We have thus spoken the bottom line to you in Truth so you could relay simply our group mind thoughts on behalf of God, the Holy Spirit, Christ and the Angelic Realm.”

“God is the Big Picture which is made up of all of you. As you lift yourself, you lift others, and we are all lifted, and God is lifted by your LOVE too. Be proactive. Be choice. Choose to Honor the True Godself Essence of your Beingness in each and every living PERSON, PLACE or THING here on Mother Earth and in God’s holy cosmos always and forever.”

“We are done speaking for now. Thank you for your voice. You may rest as you wish. Love, Love, and more Love.” I've been writing since 5:11 am until 10:00 am. I can't believe it's been that long. I said:

“Thank you dear Diamond/Heart Angels for helping me understand Dad and his choices, and why he couldn't change once he had set things in motion, living in his cave of security.”

With regards to Dad, I realize now that he was not the only one who cut himself off. Sometimes I stayed in my cave when I could have reached out to him with more Love in my Heart too. I hope that after reviewing his life with his GodEyes, he has forgiven me in all ways, even as I have forgiven him.